Happy New Year 2019!

Ting, Hyung, Kyler

Happy New Year 2019 everybody! Did you guys managed to achieve any goals you made for last year? Well I did, only for 2 resolution. Hehe. Firstly, I told myself that I need to get a driving license by the end of 2018. I have been delaying my driving practice since 2015 due to work commitment. After failing for 3 times, I managed to pass it on the fourth attempt. As the saying goes, practice makes perfect. So anyone who is in the same plight as me, do not give up! Second resolution that I achieved is to do well and pass my university exams. There was one period of time that I fell ill so badly that I could not sit for my exams and I could not even go to work. Also, I was fighting for a plagiarism case with UOS for 3 months. It was such a torturous process as they might fail me for my module despite I did well for my exam. Luckily my BF emailed a letter to them on my behalf and they did not fail me for the research module. By the end of 2018, I would like to thanks those people who had been through thick and thin with me. Especially my BF. Thank you for always been so supportive in everything I do. Be it study or work, you always tell me to strive for the best. You also taught me how to always stay calm in stressful situation and reflect on my wrongdoings when I lose my temper easily. You rarely get angry with me despite I kept chiding you all the time. You have seen me in my ugly phase and my crybaby moments, yet you still love me wholeheartedly. I hope you still stay by my side when the new year comes. I love you honey. Not forgetting my amazing friends, I'm thankful and blessed to have yall love and companionship. In the new year to come, I wish everyone great health and lots of happiness! Let's all work hard for year 2019! :D

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Feeling better than before

I've gotten the answer that I wanna know. Thanks for being honest with me. I bawled my eyes out last Tuesday night and I definitely feel much better now. At least the suppression feeling in my heart has gone away. To be honest, I don't understand why are you so annoyed with me? But I've learnt that you cant make everyone happy. So whatever that makes you happy, I'm just going with the flow. If you want a timeout or you decided not to be friends with me, I'm cool with it. After all, its your choice when I told you mine. 

P.S: Surprise surprise! Someone remembered to get me a gift from Korea after coming back from a medical conference. Funny how everyone think that we are still dating. I must say we have really good acting skills. Hah. 

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Suppression of my feelings

Just like the stormy weather these days, it totally describe my feelings. When I thought I found someone new, my hope just came crashing down again. Seeing the way how he fear of commitment, is exactly how I felt with my ex boyfriend. Who knows karma decide to hit right back at me? Memories of us having secret sleepover, waking up next to you in your arms are the best damn thing I ever had. I enjoyed your company every single time and I have never ever felt that comfortable with someone I knew for a short period of time. I even included you in my annual leave for next year. I guess I can just execute my plans. Some people are in your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. What about you? 

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Focus

Finally I'm done with my presentation today. Enough of being angst last week. It sucks so bad because I had minor wisdom tooth infection last Wednesday and tightening of my braces appointment at the same time. Haven been sleeping well last week because I have been staying up late trying to collate and doing slides for my group members despite I was sick. At least two locals were sweet enough to text me whether I need help for the presentation. It was indeed a crazy week. I managed to vent out all my frustration last Saturday night. Thanks to my homegirl for being there to be my listening ear. Spent the whole night at the Chupitos bar drinking. Head over to Bang Bang for after party with my girl. I ended up falling on the floor when I was about to leave home. I sustained a big bruise over my left foot. Luckily it doesnt hurt that bad now when I walk. I cant wait for my graduation ceremony tomorrow! :D

P.S: If only you know how much you mean to me.. ):

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Same but yet different..

With dearies 

OOTN 

I was bored thus I was browsing through some old pictures in my thumbdrive and there was this album which stored all of his photos. I would name him Mr K. We started talking because he started sending me a selfie on instagram calling me his social media bff for I'm always the first person to like his picture. Then and there we started chatting on Whatsapp. I would say we are able to hit off well because both of us are in the medical field. When I was having my internship, he was practically there for me 24/7 despite he is not physically with me. Months later, I realised he was already engaged. Obviously one shouldn be texting to a guy who is already engaged aint it? And right now, there comes Mr M. To think about it, they are pretty similar but yet different. I just realised that both of them have the same height, blonde hair and beautiful grey eyes. Chatting with Mr M. reminds me of Mr K. somehow. I'm wondering is it a Scandinavian thing? Hahaha. Both of them had the same taste in music. Oh, maybe one thing different is that Mr M. doesn't really send selfie while I do get constant selfie and beautiful scenery of Denmark from Mr K. Someone once told me that if I love somebody, I should keep the faith and believe that love has no boundaries. With 12 hours time difference, it's not gonna to be easy.. /: 

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Whatever

Do you get days when people keep bringing you down for no reason when they are someone close to you? Yes i have and i freaking hate it. But i forgotten the most important thing. It's their opinion and their mouth to say WHATEVER they want. So it's also my right to IGNORE what they said. As the saying goes, 'HATERS ALWAYS HATE.' Why should i allow them to spoil my mood for the day? HAHA.