Perhaps I've misinterpreted his signals? Ah, to hell with him. Jasmine had enough of being emotional these past few days. Even my colleagues felt it at work too. I rather put my heart and soul into doing something much more productive. It's my first week working with the medical doctors. As scary as it seems, they are actually pretty cool to work with. Though I can say some of the med doctors tend to be a little impatient and moody sometimes. /: Day 4/6 of week 13! I cant wait for my AL next week. I have so many plans coming up! :D
Felt so happy to see this on my ask.fm page. Reading this message motivates me to work even harder. Thank you Anonymous! :D March has been a crazy month for me. Not forgetting that I splurged way too much as well. /:
With Claire, Toby and Seth
Met Claire and the little boys last Saturday at DC cafe. As I have been feeling down recently, seeing them makes me really happy! I thanked Claire for always being there for me giving me wise advices.
This is going to be the most random post ever. But I realized the people in my generation are trying to reach that "GOLD" status. I'm not trying to say it's bad or anything. But sometimes one is just way to obsessed being having the best of everything means they are entitled to being an elite. We tend to take things for granted. We, humans are not satisfied easily. The more we have, the more we yearn for more. We forget to count our blessings each day and lives life simpler. Sometimes, we lose ourselves due to the way society want us to be. Dont you agree? That's the reason why I lives by this motto: "Work hard, play harder." In life, it's a balance of work and play. After all, all work no play makes Jack a dull boy. Work has been good for me. I have been learning new things each day. At the same time, I'm brushing up my Mandarin when I explained medical terms to my Mandarin speaking patients. Anyway, I'm so happy that I got to meet Aishah after work and spent some time catching up with each other about our lives. Right now, my perception about life is so different from when I'm studying and working. I'm so thankful that I'm able to stay focus with work when I have my pillar of support from my fellow colleagues.
So what if I'm sensitive? The words that you said killed every single piece of me. If only you were to rephrase what you meant, maybe we would not have a miscommunication? It's not the first time, it seems like it has been repeated almost every single festive season. Why? Just because you are my elder, that does not give you the chance to crush my dignity. I can put down my ego, but if you were to crush my dignity, I'm worthless as a person. Sorry for spoiling the CNY mood, bro and cousin birthday celebration. But really, FUCK them ALL.
Yayy! Cheers to the end of my exam. Woots ~ Honestly speaking, I lost my motivation to study for yesterday test. Hahaha. So I just concentrate on NS2 only despite it's an integrated paper. Anyway, suppose to party at Attica tonight but guess what? At the very last minute, my friends could not make it. Honestly speaking, I'm pretty upset due to the fact that I anticipate for this very day to come though. But oh well, what can I do isn it? I just cant stand people who apologised > promised > same shit happens again (continuous cycle). Know what? High expectation always lead to high disappointment. I'm not gonna be a dumb girl to believe what you guys promised. And oh, I just ordered two bags on Carousell. Do you think I should do a review on it?
Couldn sleep at all, despite my mind and body is tired. So I'm up and decided to do my research critique since it's due next week. Oh yay! I passed my practical test yesterday. Draw lots and I was the last one to take the test. While waiting for my turn, I fell asleep instead of revising my notes. Thankfully, lesson starts at 12pm later. Sometimes I feel that love is a weird emotion. I always wished that I'm back with my ex. For i know he is the only guy who loves me for who I am. But sadly, I dont know how to appreciate him. Note to self: Girl, you gotta move on. If you broke his heart once, you dont wanna break it the second time. Isn it better to stay as friends?
Do you get days when people keep bringing you down for no reason when they are someone close to you? Yes i have and i freaking hate it. But i forgotten the most important thing. It's their opinion and their mouth to say WHATEVER they want. So it's also my right to IGNORE what they said. As the saying goes, 'HATERS ALWAYS HATE.' Why should i allow them to spoil my mood for the day? HAHA.
