Happy 25th birthday to myself!

Happy 25th birthday to myself! Wishing myself to be healthy and happy all year round! How time flies and I realised that my last blog post was in May. There were so many things that happened to me during these span of three months. I did went through a heartbreaking season. It was difficult for me to accept it considering the fact that I was supposed to meet my other half's family and I was with my ex for two years plus. Those who know me knew that I had commitment issues. I'm that kind of person who falls deeply in love and falls out of love easily too. However, I met this new guy recently and he have been treating me really nice. Its too early to say anything but I do wish that this love would blossom. Next month is gonna be a great month because Jasmine is gonna graduate from her nursing degree! Not only that, I've gotten a full time job and I'm really excited and nervous for it. My boss wife told me that the first three months is gonna be hell for me. But I should learn to step out of my comfort zone and embrace whatever that is gonna present to me in the future. 

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Farewell meetup with Jo

With Jo

Finally the weekend is here! I can get to chill awhile before I start on my next assignment which is law. I'm so glad that 2 out of 3 assignments are done for this month. Also, I totally nailed my solo presentation. I did not expect to get a distinction. Woots ~ Met up with Jo last evening before he heads off to UK next month to work. Felt so sad as if I lose an older brother. ): But all in all, one have to keep striving for the best and the good memories are well remembered. (: 

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Happy New Year 2019!

Ting, Hyung, Kyler

Happy New Year 2019 everybody! Did you guys managed to achieve any goals you made for last year? Well I did, only for 2 resolution. Hehe. Firstly, I told myself that I need to get a driving license by the end of 2018. I have been delaying my driving practice since 2015 due to work commitment. After failing for 3 times, I managed to pass it on the fourth attempt. As the saying goes, practice makes perfect. So anyone who is in the same plight as me, do not give up! Second resolution that I achieved is to do well and pass my university exams. There was one period of time that I fell ill so badly that I could not sit for my exams and I could not even go to work. Also, I was fighting for a plagiarism case with UOS for 3 months. It was such a torturous process as they might fail me for my module despite I did well for my exam. Luckily my BF emailed a letter to them on my behalf and they did not fail me for the research module. By the end of 2018, I would like to thanks those people who had been through thick and thin with me. Especially my BF. Thank you for always been so supportive in everything I do. Be it study or work, you always tell me to strive for the best. You also taught me how to always stay calm in stressful situation and reflect on my wrongdoings when I lose my temper easily. You rarely get angry with me despite I kept chiding you all the time. You have seen me in my ugly phase and my crybaby moments, yet you still love me wholeheartedly. I hope you still stay by my side when the new year comes. I love you honey. Not forgetting my amazing friends, I'm thankful and blessed to have yall love and companionship. In the new year to come, I wish everyone great health and lots of happiness! Let's all work hard for year 2019! :D

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Irony

Isn't it funny that people only know how to appreciate your worth after you leave? 

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Feeling better than before

I've gotten the answer that I wanna know. Thanks for being honest with me. I bawled my eyes out last Tuesday night and I definitely feel much better now. At least the suppression feeling in my heart has gone away. To be honest, I don't understand why are you so annoyed with me? But I've learnt that you cant make everyone happy. So whatever that makes you happy, I'm just going with the flow. If you want a timeout or you decided not to be friends with me, I'm cool with it. After all, its your choice when I told you mine. 

P.S: Surprise surprise! Someone remembered to get me a gift from Korea after coming back from a medical conference. Funny how everyone think that we are still dating. I must say we have really good acting skills. Hah. 

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Good Friday

Felt so happy to see this on my ask.fm page. Reading this message motivates me to work even harder. Thank you Anonymous! :D March has been a crazy month for me. Not forgetting that I splurged way too much as well. /:

With Claire, Toby and Seth 

Met Claire and the little boys last Saturday at DC cafe. As I have been feeling down recently, seeing them makes me really happy! I thanked Claire for always being there for me giving me wise advices. 

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Alone time

Sorry if I was not able to commit into a relationship. Because that's not what I want at the moment. It is never your fault to begin with. Just me being indecisive and impulsive as usual. I wanna be like a free bird to do whatever I want and chase my goals. I rather spend my time improving myself and to be a better person. One got to love themselves before they can love others. I've made up my mind and I'm going to stick to it. Too many things happened recently. I just need some time alone. On the other hand, I'm blessed with sweet colleagues and friends who are by my side motivating and encouraging me. That's all I need period. New year new me. Let's work hard towards our goals!

Thoughts

I should not have talked about him last night. I cant believe I actually teared up the moment I think about Max. Oh Jasmine. 

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Thoughts

Gone were the nights that I cried. Thank you for telling me the truth. Honesty is what I'm looking for from you. It's time to move on Jasmine. You know you can get over him. :D 

With Claire

Met up with Claire last Saturday. Felt bad because I kept postponing our date due to me who fell ill last week. ): Went on a shopping spree to cheer myself up a little. We were having our usual beer session at Chupitos. Had a good sleep at Gramps' place and mugged the whole of Sunday. I was on course with Sukma today. After work, we headed to Eastpoint and there was book sales going on. Sukma was being such a sweetie to pay for my books too. Cant wait to read them!! ;D 

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Being judgemental

It really saddens me to know that my love ones kinda of judge me. Its like if you wanna know the truth, ask me. Dont have to ask someone else to creep on me. I feel disgusted and disappointed. I'm a grown up. I need to learn and experience things by stepping out of my comfort zone. Being overprotective with me doesnt help me in any way. People just assume everything like as if they know what are my wants and need. Come on, just let me lead my own life. Just be there to guide me and listen to my point of view. That's pretty simple, aint it?   

You; Me?

It's the second week of school and boy, there goes our hectic schedule again. My previous term results was so bad. What happened to me? Where has the striven and motivated Jasmine went? I'm left with few more months before I graduate and what the heck am I doing with my life right now? Oh right, I fallen in love with a man that I lose grip of myself. I've gotten way too distracted in school because of him. Am I too late to finally realised it? I hope not. It's all good to know that you are leaving soon. At least I can get back on track with my life. I dont regret spending my time with you. I just want you to know that all those memories created will just stay within us. I'm happy with my life right now, what about you?

Up

Hyung (: 

Couldn sleep at all, despite my mind and body is tired. So I'm up and decided to do my research critique since it's due next week. Oh yay! I passed my practical test yesterday. Draw lots and I was the last one to take the test. While waiting for my turn, I fell asleep instead of revising my notes. Thankfully, lesson starts at 12pm later. Sometimes I feel that love is a weird emotion. I always wished that I'm back with my ex. For i know he is the only guy who loves me for who I am. But sadly, I dont know how to appreciate him. Note to self: Girl, you gotta move on. If you broke his heart once, you dont wanna break it the second time. Isn it better to stay as friends?