Distraught

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With Seany! 

I don't need many friends to begin with, just a few close ones will do. Each and every friends of mine play a different role in my life. I really appreciate and feel blessed to have them with me. Without them, I don't think I can be a strong woman. Finally I was able to let off steam last night. Thanks seany! :D

"Worrying is a waste of time. Good and bad things happen in life, you just have to keep living and not stress over what you cant control."

"When thinking about life remember this: no amount of guilt can solve the past and no amount of anxiety can change the future."

Gustav's eyes and his voice! 

Unfortunate events

Too many unfortunate events was happening all at one time. I felt really horrible till the extent I broke down for two nights straight. Last night was the first time Edward took the initiative to call me. I teared silently because I misses him. I haven see him for weeks. He does not know that I moved to BRH. Every single time he asked me if I'm there listening to what he said, I got to pause a little while to clear my throat so that he does not know I'm crying. The fact that he worries for the family means he cares a lot about us. Awww. Somebody is a grown man right now. I didn like the part where one of us got to put down the phone. I died on Whatsapp when he replied me "❤ x100". That is hella cheesy coming from brother!

Best buds

Nights with them are the best. Can I escape from reality? I wanna be free from every single problem I'm facing right now.

HS D&D 2015; Oscars Night

Girlfriends and Ms Lynette

With Artika

With Dahiyah and Aishah

LTB

Last Monday, our school held our Dinner and Dance at Holiday Inn Orchard. The theme was Oscars Night and oh my, everyone looked stunning!! Woke up early with Aishah the next morning for our medical check up before we start working in CGH. In the afternoon, I head to the dental clinic to put on braces. Oh lord, it hurts so bad because my mouth have been stretched for more than 2 hours. I could not chew well till now. I also have low threshold of pain. ):

Aishah said I looked like Juon.

I bought a few Bourjois items from BHG. A compact powder, concealer and make up remover. Time to dump my old compact powder that gives me dry flakes around my lips area. Tried this hypoallergenic make up remover, it does removes waterproof makeup easily. For this concealer, it is my all time fave. This is the third time I'm buying it.

Compact Powder - SGD26.90
Concealer - SGD16.50
Makeup Remover - SGD14.90

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End of PRCP, no more being a student nurse!

P17 

Your home girl right here is done with her internship! Cant wait to graduate and become an official staff nurse! I'm going on a graduation trip with Hyung and Yuting to Bangkok. Finally, I'm done with the booking of flight tickets and accommodation. Since I have 2 months of holidays, I need to plan well and do something productive each day. I might be moving back to Gramp's place to keep him company.

CNY gathering

Last Saturday, homies came to my place for CNY gathering. It's my first time playing as a host as I didn invite others to my place before. My family usually spent our CNY at Gramp's place.

Happy birthday to XH and Ericia!

In the evening, we headed over to NSRCC to celebrate Xinhui and Ericia 21st birthday! Just nice our secondary school friend Vanessa also held her birthday over there, so we went over to her chalet to pass her present! :D

Happy birthday Vanessa! 

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Chinese New Year 2015

For this year CNY, I felt like I was not prepared. I did not buy new clothes and I have been sleeping all day at my gramp's place. In fact, I did not feel the festive mood at all. Guess I'm too busy with internship that during my PH, I just wanna sleep all day. But hey, at least I need to look good for one day aint it? Hahah.

With Cousin Val! 

Yeo's grandkids!

Val and aunt! :D 

Went back to work yesterday to make up for my MC. Ended up becoming a translator for the doctors. Anyway, one last week till internship ends! Yayyy! :D Meeting hyungie soon for a movie later! 

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Tivya's 22nd birthday!

With my birthday girl Tivya! :D 

My awesome buds!

With Shini! :D 

Celebrated Tivya's birthday last Saturday. Man, I was so tired working from transitional shift and hell yeah to my last Saturday shift! 2 more weeks to go till the end of my internship! Eeekk, I cant wait! Yesterday was my last presentation for case study, I felt that I did average as compared to my peers. Ah, hopefully it would not pull down my final grade. ): Having inservice meeting and pharmacology test later in the noon. I'm so unprepared. /: Oh yeah, Valentine's day is this coming Saturday, how are you guys gonna celebrate it? :D 

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Bro's 22nd birthday; All about you

Happy 22nd birthday my fave brother! :D 

Celebrated my brother's 22nd birthday at Gramp's place earlier on. He has grown so much after being in the army. Hahaha. Totally loving how he is caring towards me now. :D Down with a bad flu after waking up from my nap. ):

With Cheryl 

With hyungie! 

With Alvin and gang

Some people love to enter and walk out of people's lives as and when they want.  I dont know why but I just cant get over you? Tell me what should I do? One moment you were nice and sweet to me, another moment you are cold towards me. I tried my best to understand you, I find ton of excuses to make up whatever you did. When I was working night shift last week, all I thought was you. When I knew you were sick, I wanted to comfort you by giving you a hug. Know what? It's good that I hear from another guy POV. Then maybe I could understand you even better. I dont mind losing my pride chasing after you. Don't I fear of rejection? Of course I do. But I'm willing to risk it all than losing my opportunity to be with someone I like. Since you are treating me like trash, why would I be silly enough to hold on to this pathetic worthless hope?

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