Distraught

#CoachLoo

With Seany! 

I don't need many friends to begin with, just a few close ones will do. Each and every friends of mine play a different role in my life. I really appreciate and feel blessed to have them with me. Without them, I don't think I can be a strong woman. Finally I was able to let off steam last night. Thanks seany! :D

"Worrying is a waste of time. Good and bad things happen in life, you just have to keep living and not stress over what you cant control."

"When thinking about life remember this: no amount of guilt can solve the past and no amount of anxiety can change the future."

Gustav's eyes and his voice! 

Unfortunate events

Too many unfortunate events was happening all at one time. I felt really horrible till the extent I broke down for two nights straight. Last night was the first time Edward took the initiative to call me. I teared silently because I misses him. I haven see him for weeks. He does not know that I moved to BRH. Every single time he asked me if I'm there listening to what he said, I got to pause a little while to clear my throat so that he does not know I'm crying. The fact that he worries for the family means he cares a lot about us. Awww. Somebody is a grown man right now. I didn like the part where one of us got to put down the phone. I died on Whatsapp when he replied me "❤ x100". That is hella cheesy coming from brother!

Best buds

Nights with them are the best. Can I escape from reality? I wanna be free from every single problem I'm facing right now.