Megacode; FYP

Megacode!

Finally, the most stressful week has ended. Can you imagine right after megacode is my FYP presentation? I dont even have the time to change to my formal wear and prep myself for the presentation. I swore my adrenaline was pumping like mad at the point of time.

My awesome mates! :D

We nailed our FYP! 

Blessed couple 

Third pair of Supra kicks! 

Headed to town alone to get some breather and guess what? Actually shopping alone is not too bad after all. Copped myself a pair of Supra kicks since I have been searching for a low-cut version. Definitely splurged a little, but imma happy lady! :D I've been sick almost the whole week. Bloody fever keeps going on and off. I really need to take care of my health. 

A special friend

My dearest friend, why are you such a douchebag last friday night? I was feeling terribly sick the whole day. Crawled out of bed just to meet you for the last time. I thought it's gonna be an amazing night where I can say my piece to you. But I guess I was wrong about you. I cant believe I broke down in front of strangers. You made me feel like a silly fool. Till now, when I think about what happened, my heart will ache and I cant help to cry. I feel so frustrated and sad. I just dont know what to do. At the very least you did called me to apologised and said thanks, that's all I need to hear from you. Forgive and forget, probably you had your reason. Safe flight and take care my special friend. 

A sky full of stars

Up since 6.30am and I had a long day in school till 6pm. Feeling hella shitty thus decided to take a breather at my fave hangout place. Sitting at my fave spot, looking up at the sky thinking about the remaining days you left in Singapore. I thought I could live without you or even stop missing you. But I guess my heart and mind is thinking differently. Six months is neither long nor short. Many things can take place within these period. Will you still keep in contact with me? Will you still remember me when you are back? I guess the only solution is to take things naturally by going with the flow. If we are meant to be, we will be. Sometimes people just fall in love at the wrong time. Isn it? 

You; Me?

It's the second week of school and boy, there goes our hectic schedule again. My previous term results was so bad. What happened to me? Where has the striven and motivated Jasmine went? I'm left with few more months before I graduate and what the heck am I doing with my life right now? Oh right, I fallen in love with a man that I lose grip of myself. I've gotten way too distracted in school because of him. Am I too late to finally realised it? I hope not. It's all good to know that you are leaving soon. At least I can get back on track with my life. I dont regret spending my time with you. I just want you to know that all those memories created will just stay within us. I'm happy with my life right now, what about you?

Problems

I was looking forward to last night. I came to party because I miss you. You know that in your heart as well. For the first time you were being cheesy to me. Awww, boy aint you cute! Ladies be coming up to you, I'm totally cool with it because you were working. I dont know why but every single time after the party ends, we always have problems between you and my friends. Now tell me, who do I side with? The guy I fancy or my friends? I'm always placed in a difficult spot. I wanna hangout with you, but I gotta think for my friends as well. For the first time, you blew your anger in front of me. Boy, that was scary. Those words that you said to me last night was god damn hurtful. I watched you as you walked away thinking that you will turn back. But no you didn. Waited for your reply the whole freaking day, but no answer from you. Probably you couldn care less of me. It was my fault for treating you so cold when you were waiting for me. Everything happens for a reason. No one is to be blame except for myself since I'm the one that always ruined my own night.

P.S: I understand where you are coming from. I didn expect things to turn out this way. Perhaps, this is how our story ends just before you leave.. Maybe its better this way? Then nothing is left in Singapore for you to feel attached to. You will be better off alone.  

Surprise gift

Moved back home yesterday and I saw this baby on my table! I've been eyeing for a Michael Kors watch ever since I saw heart's (YouTube beauty guru) watch collection. Totally loving the simplicity of the watch and its rose gold colour! This is an early birthday gift from daddy yeo!

With Yuting!

With Crystal!

OOTN

Partied at Zouk last night with my girls! I was way too lazy to dress up, so I donned on my most comfortable clothes. Hehe. Should I do an entry about my trip to Kuala Lumpur? /: 

Something's wrong..

I'm sure something is wrong with you. You seem a little different compared to other days. You didn smile when you see me. Did I said anything wrong that offend you? Why are we acting as if we are stranger? Are you distancing yourself from me because you are leaving soon? /: Sometimes you really confused me.