Cheryl's 20th birthday!

Happy birthday Cheryl!

Went out to celebrate Cheryl's 20th birthday yesterday. Its been long since we went for karaoke. Headed to Eighteen Chef for dinner then partied at Fclub. Felt like I was playing the gooseberry with two couples. But I totally enjoyed myself last night. 

To him:

I'm happy that you are back in SG. I cannot believe 6 months passed really fast. You still looked the same, cheeky as ever. You introduced me to your friends saying that I was your good friend. But your actions tell me otherwise. You said that I have changed. But I did not, I was just protecting my heart. I didn wanna to be heartbroken because I want to concentrate on my internship for the next 3 months. You asked me when's our next date? You asked me how am I doing in SG? Do I miss you? You really opened up to me and I'm really surprised. You told me you love my gift and you cherished it. You said that you misses me when you are in Aussie. If so, why didn you contact me? You told me you love me. Isn't it all too late? In the early days after you left, I kept crying almost every night. I felt really dumb because probably you don't feel the same way as I felt towards you. I told myself it will be a good whole 6 months to forget about you since I dint hear any news from you. But after bumping into you last night, all your confessions really surprised me. I'm happy to know all these, but perhaps I already had move on.. 

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To persist or give up?

How I wish I could read what's on your mind. I'm so happy that I managed to see you the day before yesterday and yesterday again. Despite it's only a short while, seeing you makes me smile. Are you subtly drifting away from me? Your text become lesser day by day and soon our conversation become more awkward. Tell me how to deal my feelings for you? To persist or give up? Soon, you will be abroad for six months. I don't even know whether you will be coming back? Will you still think of me? Will you miss me? Or perhaps, I'm thinking way too much. Maybe you treat other ladies the same way as me.. Why am I such a fool for you? ):

Whole crew! 

At Swee Choon

Car ride to CQ! 

With bestie, Cheryl!

Birthday girl Crystal!

Happy 20th birthday, Crystal! Hope you enjoyed yesterday celebration at Swee Choon and Chupitos! (:

Crush

Tell me if you like me? I dont want to wait. Yet, I dont want to miss the opportunity. I've done my part. I wanna know what are you thinking? What's with the mixed signals? Is it because I'm too young for you? Am I not attractive enough for you? There are so many questions on my mind. All day all night I think about you. I cant focus with my studies. I'm going all out for you despite knowing that I will embarrass myself even if you reject me. Thanks for being such a gentleman. I want you to know that you leave a good impression on me. I'm contented that you are willing to hangout with me last night. I love it when you hold my hand. Being with you just give me a sense of security. Whenever I smell your cologne, I would like to hug you and sleep in your arms. And most importantly, I miss you..