Blessing in disguise?

Despite I'm on my annual leave right now, I couldn sleep well for the past few nights. I had nightmares twice in a row since last Sunday night and this weird dream on Monday night that caused me to feel so uneasy the following day. Indeed, the bad news I've gotten the next day was my rejection letter from UOG. I was so upset because this was the only way to see my babe in a year time. But oh well, at least I was accepted by UOS. Perhaps, God have planned a better route for me? So I should take it as a blessing in disguise? I'm glad that my Dad was supportive in the decision I made. I'm also thankful for having amazing friends who spent time with me during this period that I'm feeling low. (: 

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Happy 7th Month not..

So the day has come. He will be leaving SG tomorrow in the morning. Sucks that I cant send him off because I will be working. ): Spent our last night together at NTU Hall 11. Damn, as I'm typing now I'm tearing as fuck. The fact that he wont be coming back anymore hits me real hard. I've been feeling emotional since the beginning of this year. It has been a roller coaster ride of emotions for me. The person who is always there for me will be gone far away. Ouch, that's how hurt my heart felt. His last words to me was to be strong and to stop crying for him. It sucks when you waved goodbye to him while the MRT door shut and that's the last time you are seeing him. I was holding back my tears on the train till I get home. He left his cactus with me and gave me a blanket knowing that I'm always feeling cold even during hot weather. It seems that today morning text from him seems a little different. It felt like we are back to being friends. I know he is doing this to make me feel less attached to him. Wrong place, wrong time. Thats's what they said.. 

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